After a break-up everybody says to you: "You will be Okay. There are plenty of fish in the sea. He didn't deserve you. You are better of without him." And I could go on for a while. There is nothing wrong with some peptalk. I tell it too.
But now a days I'm wondering:
Am I better of without him?
How many fish are there in the sea?
Where is that sea?
Didn't he deserve me?
Am I really okay?
I think I am not..
I miss something but I don't know what.
I don't have the energy to look for a new fish.
I don't even know where to start.
How do you start over?
Do I have to?
A guy in a movie once said: "Every woman has the exact love-life she wants".
So maybe I don't want one.
